Yes, I know you're happily married. One look at Fiona was enough to tell me that. I just have an overly developed sense of balance when it comes to repaying obligations. Hard to explain, since all the calculations are based on my own subjective and perhaps weird value system.
I've been thinking I have not been as forthcoming as you might like, so I'll try to tell you the story behind me:
My parents broke up when I was very young. I therefore like to look at complete and happy families while also distrusting them to last long. My parents' separation might be the cause of my caution and sadness. When the world is inherently unstable and causes you to lose important things, you learn to avoid rocking the boat, lest you lose even more. I cherish nice things, but not too much, because I know they won't last.
Does the above make sense? It feels funny to write this, especially on a public page. Oh well.